Dumping

I finally got my secondary application in for Med school. I just have to fill out my PhD application, send it with transcripts and application fee and letters of recommendation. On the down side, the deal on the house I bought at auction fell through; its likely my landlord will terminate my month to month lease, after I've responded to the fact that they entered my apartment without appropriate notice...I have no where to go or take the kids and I'm just too tired and worn to move right now; My  common law spouse is back to saying he's leaving me and going to seek full custody of our children, even though he of course spends nights with me and comes back for emotional energy when he's down; my grandmother broke her tibia (she cares for her disabled daughter and her granddaughter with down syndrome) and my grandfather has been put in a nursing home for the duration...needless to say, like a bad grandaughter I have not called or visited them because I have been sick; I had a suprise major exam in class today; ah what else.

Sometimes the seas are stormy

And greyness strokes the sky with a slow cloudy paintbrush

The wind carries warning of rain and uncontrollable skies

But for now there is only smallness in the greyness...

Little stormy peaks on on little stormy waves

Little brushes on your cheek by sandy salty restless breeze

A sun who has *intelligently* hidden.

And birds, agitated call to their families and mates

     <I>Come home Come in, while its still small before its immensity swallows you</I>

and if it does?

You know...

this too, in time will pass.